Has been super duper upset lately=( I HATE it when i realised that i'm leaving the lecture theatre unproductive. I HATE it when i cannot answer the questions in the tutorial exercises. I HATE it when i have no appetite for food, especially its aftermath. And i HATE it when people said that i'm not commited to my cca; they just don't know the actual reason behind it yet they assume that i can't take hardships. Yes, i abhors that rotton person who told me this lousy joke which is still TRAUMATIZING me today. Yeah, he just ought to be shot. But that's not really the main reason for me not attending the cca. I'm not blaming. Neither i am angry at those who said that i did not commit to the cca. I said that i HATE IT. Not HATE those who assume that i'm not commited to my cca. I just feel that i'm a incompetent person, a person who can't handle her problems well.
Luckily a best-est best friend of mine was there to let me pour out my frustrations. He even taught me a way to vent my anger, which i find it super effective. Thanks Ryan=)
On wed and thurs, after studying in school library with friends till evening, Ryan and i will go out to Heirloom and Caramel, a homely cafe with cozy ambience, for nicely decorated yummy desserts which he recommended. Surprisingly, my mood changes for the better when i was there. Yeah, it is true that sweet food makes one happier. It's proven by Xiaohui.
After that, he brought me to throw glass bottles to vent my anger. Sounds insane? But it's really a good way to vent anger, i promise. Firstly, we wrote our dissatisfactions on the glass bottles, followed by taking them to his house's backyard, whereby there's a big brick wall, and throw the bottles against it hardly. Just felt that all my stress and unhappiness were relieved upon hearing the breaking sound of the glass bottles=)
To make things better, I scored an A for my communication skills module! Whee!! After a long wait for my turn to see Mrs Tan individually regarding my results and consultation, her 1st question was: "you guess how much did you score?" I thought for a while and replied her: "a B?" And she just smiled and went on telling me about how to improve on my speech presentation.
For instance, i should take more pauses and maybe show some demostrations next time. Yup, i think that's all what she told me. Or maybe i wasn't really listening because i haven't been happy since days. Until she showed me the big A grade beside my name, i really thought that i've got a B because she didn't say anything when i replied her 1st question. I was on cloud nine immediately and thank her for giving me a distinction=)) She also gave me a box of chocolate as a reward=)
Yeah, and i've shared that box of distinction with joanne, hoping that she will also get a distinction for her speech presentation, which is today=) FRIENDS FOREVER!
LOL. My mum literally rolled her eyes with a sneer when i showed her the box of chocolates which Mrs Tan gave me. She thinks that the box was rather small. Yeah, although it's only about the size of my palm but hey, only your daughter got that alright?? Can't you just say "yay" or something?
Okay, Principles of Management (pom) sucks big time. The lecturer just read directly from slides which made me so pissed that i just plugged in the earpiece, blasted my ears with songs and read the notes myself. Seriously, one can't study pom. Because the more you study, the more YOU CANNOT ANSWER THEIR QUESTIONS.
For once, i didn't do the tutorial questions because the questions look too abstract to me. But guess what? When the tutor flashed the answers, I WAS SHOCKED. Because the answers are so simple and common sense that you will think that WILL NEVER BE THE CORRECT ANSWER. You just can't believe that such answers are correct! For instance, in pom will have question like what does a manager do? Obviously a manager plan, lead, organise and control people, lah. DUH. Answer that with examples provided and you will get your distinction. I promise. See, it's just that simple. But it's the module which most of my friends and i spent time on because like i just said, it's too simple that you just don't know how to answer. Screw that module!
