My purpose of going to school currently is just to get my attendance, to gain knowledge, and of course, to see him. Nothing else other than these.
And that includes talking. Talking is just totally a chore to me now so please STOP BOMBARDING ME WITH QUESTIONS because it's driving me mad. Just leave me alone. It's for your own sake. Honest.
Perhaps because of menses and some other traumatizing incidents that happened for the past few weeks, my mood swings and i get irritated over the littlest things easily. I am unsure. But anyway, because of that, i went for retail therapy in Orchard with my friends just now, hoping i'll feel better after that. But it seems that retail therapy no longer works, regardless of how much things i bought. It's proven by me today. Thought of eating lots of food to get a sense of satisfaction but i can't. I'm on diet now.
Totally screwed now. FML.
