Sunday, December 13, 2009

Great, no hangover this morning.


Actually i didn't even drink much to start with.


When i start to recall what happened last night,


I remembered that i wasn't exactly happy while drinking.


Perhaps because of that, my mood went to its extreme. Not because i'm drunk alright zzZ


I hate it when people accused me for being drunk when i'm not.


I remembered that i was super restless and talking was totally a chore to me then.


Hence my words were at its minimum.


I remembered how much i wished that i could scotch tape chong's lips,


because he kept asking me to talk, asking me if i was fine.


I know that he did that outta concern,


but my mood at that time couldn't help it.


Sorry chong.


And i remembered how much i was reluctant to go home,


BECAUSE THERE ISN'T ANYONE AT HOME.


I HATE IT WHEN I'M ALONE AT HOME.


I HATE THAT FEELING TOTALLY.


And now i realised that this is the issue which makes me super unhappy when i was drinking.


Things just got worse when i'm home.


I started crying because i saw no one there.


Don't know why, but i called lim.


Sorry lim, for being a burden to you totally.


I won't bother you again in future.


I'm feeling super nausea now.


Think because of the hennessy i took when i'm home,


from my dad's collection.


Sorry dad, for drinking your liquor.


However, that 1765 really taste better than chivas.


I seriously don't know when my parents will be back. I called dad the other day and he said either today or tomorrow. Or maybe they are postponing again. And i really hate this a lot. Why isn't the date confirmed?