Too much to take; I'm feeling troubled intensively right now. That incident is still freaking me out that i haven't been sleeping well for days. So much so that i went jogging round the stadium just now, hoping that i will be lethargic enough to fall deep asleep later.
Actually don't really feel that torturing when i am in school because there's friends to distract my thoughts. But when i'm alone, my mind tends to come out with all the 101 things about that incident, especially when i heard my sms ringtone. And to make my emotions worse, the example which marketing lecturer used today is coincidently simliar to the incident, making me feeling super uneasy during the lecture just now.
Anyway, gotta thank matthew for being there throughout this. Other than telling him as my form of destressing, i don't know who else can i talk about this matter to so i've decided to tell my diary now. Thanks diary!
