Here is the summary of the week:
Monday: Gb day. A dead black cat outside school freaked me out. Damn unlucky, i was standing at the last row, back facing the whole school. Then i was told by someone Vivian kept yawning during the ceremony---Gb 40th Coy image spoiler :( After school, went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with huixin and joanne at vivocity.
Tuesday: Seriously, I forgot what happened on that day. Did i even spend my tuesday? How come no impression on it? Huh??
Wednesday: After school, went Glenn's house do geography project. His house has alot of jesus related stuffs. I also tried chicken rice balls for the 1st time and YUCK! I will never touch it again. NOT nice at all. Tastes like kueh and i don't really like those kuehs stuff since young. Except for some which are real nice like chee kueh :) After project, went to vivocity to meet up with ryan and i bought xinyi and felicia soft toys as their birthday present. Initially thought that the white one was cuter than the brown's but after looking at them for a while more, i think that the brown one is cuter :) Ryan had got his iphone imported from united states. I borrowed his phone home and fiddled with it for two days. The phone is totally cool.
Thursday: Late in the evening, me together with Emily, Xuelin, xuan xuan, samuel, matthew, ryan and aaron went haagen dazs for dinner. So it was, we had ice cream for dinner :) Each of us ordered a different flavour of ice cream each and we shared among ourselves. Bloody them, kept teasing both of us. Instead of speaking up for me, goddamn emily joined them in the tease and was gloating over it :( Emily and samuel told us that they are dating now. You couple have our blessings!! Samuel asked her for stead this morning =) Not surprised that they are together cos those who are not blind can tell that they had already feel something for each other after the few days in chalet which all of us went together and emily constantly asked ryan about samuel while samuel also asked me about Emily. Dots.
Friday: Realised that i have gained weight. From 45kg to 48kg. So, from today onwards, cut down on the amount of high carb food. Gb farewell and sick games played but due to time constrain, our group never get a chance to touch those sick games (praise the lord!). I am the head in Gb Badgework now. Goddamn. I HATE responsibility.
Saturday: Flu in afternoon so i took a nap since i am on diet too. If not i will think of food again -.-" Skipped dinner as well. Felt better after sleeping and i went for my lecture class. Went to have supper with parents after that. Kill me, i am on diet and they wanted me to eat. Nope, i did not tell them about my diet plan. If i did, my ears will never rest for the next 2 days, at least. I bought a bowl of fish congee since i have no choice due to my parents and the congee will just come out as urine cos its easily digested. And that was when i think, but was unsure, that its emetophobia. I am scared. I am really very scared.
Sunday: Things got worse. My parents and i went to have breakfast and really, i really clearly felt the fear i had when i was little. I brust into tears. That was when i confirmed that emetophobia came back to me. Think was due to my diet plan. Peiyi, a friend of mine who studied on food told me not to diet. So i think that maybe i will eat normally everyday but will cut down on junk food like fries, ice creams and potato chips to once a week. And also eat lesser in dinner but not not eating at all because i don't think my stomach can take it.
