Stress, angry and sad for the past few daes, which resulted in gorging myself on lots of food AGAIN. The way I eat was extremely horrendous. I ate foods like cakes, rice, chocolates, biscuits and it goes on continusously for days. I felt very happy when I eat as i can temporary forget all the unhappiness. However, when i stopped eatin, my problems seems coming back to me. In order not to make myself keep thinkin about it, I got to get back to my wonderland by eating.
I lost my pencil box in skool , which made me cry like hell. I called sijia to ask her if she hav any impression of where i left my pencil box, she said tat mayb it's on hwee theng's table. She had reminded me about the stationaries in my pencil box, which made me cried again. Yeah. What she said was right, The stationaries in my pencil box were indeed very expensive. Especially my red colour mechanical pencil. The pencil box itself already cost me a bomb, let alone the stationaries itself. Oh my God!! Just hope that jesus will bless that no one takes it.
